MONDAY 16 JULY 2007
Monday July 16,2007
By Matt Drake
THE prime suspect in the abduction of
Madeleine McCann last night revealed he has no sympathy for
ROBERT MURAT'S HOME
As expatriate Robert Murat challenged detectives to charge
him or clear his name, he defiantly declared: “All I am
bothered about is myself.”
He said his life has been destroyed by allegations that he
kidnapped the four-year-old and is terrified his nightmare
will continue for years unless Madeleine is found alive
Murat, 33, even astonishingly claimed that he believes more
people are now praying for police to admit he is innocent
than for Madeleine’s safe return.
Last week the Briton underwent four days of intense
interrogation by Portuguese police over contradictions in
the alibi he gave for the night Madeleine vanished from the
family’s holiday complex at Praia da Luz on the Algarve.
Murat is now preparing for further interrogation next week
following the return of vital DNA evidence.
Speaking at his villa, Casa Liliana, 100 yards from where
the toddler was snatched on May 3, the former estate agent
admitted he has considered running away but has decided to
see his ordeal through for the sake of his family.
He said: “I have not thought about Gerry and Kate McCann or
what they are going through because all I am bothered about
is myself and what is going to happen to me, not them.
“I can’t carry on living like this, no human being could. I
am an innocent man. I am not a paedophile or any of the
other things I have been called. I have done nothing wrong.
“I wake up with this nightmare every morning and I go to bed
with it every night. This has had a terrible effect on my
family both here in Portugal and back in Britain.
“I am the only suspect and it could take years for them to
release me from the investigation. I was questioned all last
week but it’s still far from certain what is going to
“They have to find enough evidence to present a judge with a
case, and it appears they do not have enough information to
“If they let me go it will look like they have no idea and
they do not want to do that. There is a huge difference in
the mentality of the Portuguese police and detectives in the
“When anything bad happens in Portugal people disappear,
they run and they hide and now I understand why they do it.
“I have thought about it but it would not be fair on my
family. The law here dates back to the days of fascism and
it shows. I am putting my life at risk just by speaking like
“At the start of this, people were praying for the little
girl to be found but now those same people are wanting me to
be cleared. They are thinking about me and my nightmare. The
attention is on me.
“I have a four-year-old daughter but I have not been able to
see her while all this has been going on.
“My ex-wife Dawn also has a son who I have brought up like
my own. Last year his lung collapsed and this year he needs
to have another operation. It hurts me that I cannot be
there for him.
“The police are just going over the same ground over and
over again and I am not even allowed to tell my side of the
story. It makes me so angry I want to punch something.
Certain people think I should be in prison but the police
obviously cannot find enough evidence to do that, so why
should I be made to live like this? I am in a corner and I
cannot defend myself.”
Looking gaunt and pale, Murat said he has tried to lead a
normal life but found it almost impossible because he is
under constant police surveillance.
He added: “I refuse to hide myself away from the world but
my fate is in the hands of the police. I can see no light at
the end of the tunnel.”
Yesterday Madeleine’s mother, Kate, 38, returned to Britain
for the first time since her daughter vanished 73 days ago.
She flew back to join her husband, Gerry, who is in the UK
meeting child abduction experts.