KATE McCann had a 
							haunting premonition about the holiday on which 
							daughter Madeleine went missing. 
							She told a close 
							pal before the trip had been booked: I don't know 
							why, I've just got an uneasy feeling about it.'
							
							Fiona Payne, 36, 
							revealed Kate's worries to Portuguese police. 
							
							 
							Kate and husband 
							Gerry, both 40, were at first undecided about 
							whether to make the trip, she said. 
							Fiona was one of 
							the Tapas Seven who dined with the McCann's on the 
							night of three-year-old Madeleine's disappearance at 
							the Mark Warner Ocean Club resort in Praia Da Luz.
							
							She told an 
							officer: 'This always haunts me. Kate ... what she 
							said ... she was unsure. 
							'Gerry was quite 
							keen but Kate said, 'I don't know why, I've just got 
							an uneasy feeling about it.' 
							'And I don't know 
							why she said that. I don't think even she knows.'
							
							Fiona's husband 
							David, 42, said: 'Kate didn't feel quite easy about 
							it.' 
							The details 
							emerged during interviews given by the Tapas Seven ' 
							David, Fiona, her mum Dianne Webster, 64, Dr Russell 
							O'Brien and his partner Jane Tanner, both 37, Dr 
							Matthew Oldfield, 39, and his wife Rachael, 37.
							
							They spoke to cops 
							in April at Enderby, Leics. 
							The documents, 
							which have been seen by The Sun, total more than 
							1,000 pages. 
							Asked how Kate 
							appeared after Madeleine's disappearance Fiona, an 
							anaesthetist, said: 'Awful. I've never seen such 
							horrible raw emotion in my life and I've seen a lot 
							of it in my job. 
							'She was bereft. 
							She didn't know what to do, she was panicking, 
							extremely frightened for Madeleine and was wondering 
							where she was or what was happening to her. 
							
							 
							"And the 
							helplessness of not being able to do anything, what 
							should she be doing, what could they do.
							
							
							'She was angry, 
							really angry, punching walls, kicking walls. 
							
							'The next day she 
							was covered in bruises. She was angry at herself.
							
							'She kept saying, 
							'I've let her down. We've let her down, Gerry. We 
							should have been here'. And she prayed a lot.'
							
							Husband David 
							said: 'Gerry broke down ... just a broken man.
							
							"He would fling a 
							cupboard open and have a look in a vain, desperate 
							hope she might have been there. 
							 
							'Then he flung 
							himself on the floor and was just kicking the floor 
							and was just, 'She's gone, she's gone'. 
							 
							David's 
							mother-in-law Dianne said: 'Gerry was distraught. 
							I've never heard a man make the noises Gerry made.'